Rest In Peace, Ah Gong

7 - 11 July

Rest In Peace, Ah Gong.
Everything Was Just Too Sudden To Accept. (T~T)

Heard that Grandfather passed away is because of eating some kind of medicine bought from Indonesia?
But who will even know what is the reason when a person is totally fine and suddenly he is dead? (-.-!)
(as they "love" to make-up stories or maybe
 who knows that actually they were the ones who make those happen? )

I was still in Malaysia when my Grandfather passed away. (i feel damn guilty!)

Early in the morning(s), accompany Dad to buy food for Grandfather.
Everyday, folding and burning offering, see "drama", etc...

PEK CEK!! (experience too much non-sense during this funeral (-.-!))
[sorry, you guys won't understand what i'm talking about as this is within the "family/relative"]

# the mushrooms only know how to use their bloody mouth to talk!
when talking about money, all "chiong" come. ($_$)
when asking them to pay, all shut up or faster "zao"! (can't even see a shadow!)

# tell the 8th mushroom to burn the offering one by one but she keep burning like no body business. (-.-!)
(how old already? still as stubborn as the kids! f' you!)

# one chi-na (one of the complicated family son's gf) came with
Damn High Heel, Full of Blink Blink and Damn Red Nails!! (-'-)

# the 7th mushroom, on don't know what Hokkien Song and sing beside my Grandfather's coffin. (-.-!)
HEY! You're spoiling my Ah Gong's Ear man! Don't think that you can sing very "well"! It's bull-shits!

# one of their "li soh's son-in-law" act as she's very "smart".
It should be I'm walking infront of the "in-laws" but she wants me to stand behind "her" and it seems like I'm one of my brother's "wife". (-.-!) (that feeling was damn sucks! it's like stepping at people's tail.)Hey! Who is she or who are they? She was just some outsider's in-law! That complicated family don't even have to join us! (thick skin + selfish complicated family)

# the mushrooms + their "li soh" were so dramatic (-.-!)
Especially for the last day,
the mushrooms (4th, 6th, 7th, 8th & 9th) "chiong" down middle of the night. But guess what they do?
They came down to SLEEP beside my Grandfather's Coffin. (STOP ACTING LEH!! ROAR!!)

"Mushrooms": Grandfather's Daughter
"Li Soh": Grandfather's 2nd Son's Wife BUT she was already dead.
This "li soh" was just the so called "second wife" but not even married here!

There Will Be Miracle

[1AM] Mahjong w Jason (elder bro), Angie and Derek (second bro).
[3AM] GOODNIGHT! (moody! crying to sleep again!)
[11AM] Get prepared and off to visit Popo (:
[12PM] Satay for breakfast + lunch at Kovan Hawker with Mummy.

[1PM] Reached NUH. Popo was at normal ward. (:
Had my so called early dinner at the Kopitiam.
[6PM] Leave NUH. Bus down Harbourfront.
[7PM] Dhoby Ghaut to meet Trixilea and Eugene. (but eugene went off first)
The Cathay for a walk + chit-chats! (:
[11PM] Home Sweet Home! (:

Trixilea (luv),
Good Luck For Tomorrow's Interview! (:
Eugene,
Get Well Soon! (:
Lastly,
Thanks You Guys For Being There For Me!
Love You Guys! ^^

stay strong !

[9AM] i can't really sleep well those few days.
always sleep, wake, sleep, wake. (grr~)
didn't attend school today because i'm feeling restless and lack of sleep.
whole day, i've been sitting infront of my computer clicking here and there.
(facebook, twitter, itunes, blogspot, tumblr) that's all! (weird!)
[7PM] actually attending Cathy's Dad funeral with Gabriel and company.
[8PM] but last minute, i've to accompany my Dad to another funeral at Hougang Street 61.
(dad old kampong friend's mum passed away)
[10PM] our neighbor fetch us back because we're staying at the same block. (thanks!)
[12AM] wash plates and goodnight! (:
(when i cough, i can feel a pain from my kidney. WHAT'S HAPPENING? ):)

another bad news,
mum's da jiu mu was now in hospital. ):
(heard it's in ICU)

Movie: Thor

[10AM] Good Morning! :D Had Breakfast Deluxe! (thanks mummy for the treat!)
[12PM] had a short nap (:
[2PM] help Mum to do some housework. (dislike but no choice)
[3PM] went Bishan to fetch Uncle back.
[5PM] Home Sweet Home! but went out again to buy 4D. :D
and Home Sweet Home again! (:
[7PM] Kovan to meet Eugene followed by heading down Harbourfront.
Dinner at Mos Burger.
[9PM] and catch a movie. rate it: 3/5. (thanks eugene for the treat!)
[12AM] Home Sweet Home! (:

Thor Trailer 1


Thor Trailer 2

Uncle was discharged

skipping lessons again.
Morning, Tampines McDonald for Breakfast with Mum.
CGH to fetch Uncle followed by fetching him to dialysis at Bishan Street 13.
(train down toa payoh to take 145)
Reach School in the afternoon.
Went Home straight. (:
It's Mahjong Time with Mum, Elder Bro and Angie.
(but i only play for awhile then dad take over me because i got housework not done)

First time in my life :/

accompany Ah Gong (my grandpa) to Serangoon North Ave 1 (where dad work).
and Home Sweet Home after that. (:
OMG!! (@~@!)
suddenly Uncle was bleeding alot from his private part area.
but I've no idea which part and the blood is all over the floor! (cover eyes)
called up ambulance and send to Changi General Hospital.
when they came up to my house, they want to know what actually happen.
they laugh and say cannot be no reason it will bleed so much by itself
because my uncle say it just bleed and whatever stuff.
(first time in my life i saw so many blood(!) and sitting in an ambulance (-.-!))
Mum and Dad came down at night.
[10PM+] Home Sweet Home! (damn tiring!!)

It's Supper Time!

Bishan: afternoon, went to fetch uncle back from dialysis. Hougang: (actually meeting at 10PM but i'm late :/) 11PM+, meet Eugene at Hougang Station then walk over to ave 8. (suay!! saw that *****!) while waiting for Trixilea to come down, shared McNugget Meal with Eugene.

To Be Continue ...

Imitating others would never really help
you to be a better person.
Your MISTAKES are the one
who could help you to be a better person
by learning something from it.

A Day Spend @ St Luke's Hospital Looking After Popo

Bukit Batok: bus 941 down St. Lukes Hospital to visit Popo. reached at 1PM+ till 8PM. (alamaks! i don't know what my popo trying to say. i'm sorry! D:) stay till 8PM+ with Feng Yi, Siew Qin Ah Yi, Mu Niu Ah Yi, Jiu Jiu and Linda. train back with Mu Niu Ah Yi but she get down at Yew Tee Station. Home Sweet Home: @ 10PM+. use computer till 2AM+ again then sleep. D:

Live your Life with Joy and Happiness
 because Kife is Too Short to be Unhappy

the day i visit popo and ended myself there too D:

(train to harbourfront to change bus down NUH) NUH: reach at 1PM+. (i suddenly feel like vomitting) so, i told da yi i got to go. but when i step out of popo's room, i started to feel dizziness(started to see lots of stars) . at first i thought it will be fine after awhile because usually it happens too. but i just continue to walk straight. :/ and ended fainted in the lift. (-.-!)

till now, i still have no idea did i knock my head till anything because i was blackout after i enter the lift. (-.-!) they took off my tops and change me into the i don't know what does it called but just name it the "operation top". :/ sticking don't know what thing on my body, hand and leg. blah blah blah ~ check this and that. they couldn't check my BP because it's too low!! ): and this beautiful doctor came and she put her finger into my virgina to check if there's any blooding. (ER XIN!!) after checking everything, i was still laying down. this male nurse came to put injection on my hand and "diao shui". (2 packet of 500ml sodium chlorine)

mum, second bro and dad rush down to look for me. (mum cab down, dad cab down, $30/$40+ fly~) was admitted at 2PM+ and was discharged at 6PM+. actually need to stay till tomorrow but luckily don't need. (phew!) hospital fee actually is S$191.00 because government subsidy so it's S$95.00! still alot lor! ): went to the food court to eat. had fried slice fish soup. cab home ~ overall about S$150 just fly like that. D: it's always because of ME! sigh! get showered, ate 2 apple and goodnight at 9PM after watch the japen show. COOL!

(movie date with luv was cancelled)

If you are not part of the cure,
then you are part of the problem.
(and i'm always the problem D:)

stressing for exams!

school: taking m3 theory exam. MCQ was quite easy for me but SAQ i'm totally blank. i've confidence to have a pass but no idea if the outcome will be the same not (: walk over to boon keng station with Vincent. (wa! why the "news" spread like a so fast only?! KNS!) kovan: bought takoyaki and kway chup for lunch! :D home sweet home: eat my lunch, use computer and get prepared. (piang!! why my mum keep comparing me with others?!) NUH: train over to harbourfront with my mum and bus 963 down NUH to visit popo again. on my way to harbourfront interchange, i saw wani and her boy. (: Home Sweet Home: @ 9PM+! (:

(just something random from some random place :x)
Your Life,
You are sensitive to changes around you
but your feeling is hardly expressed.
You hate exaggerations.
Under your quiet personality,
you are rather stubborn and self-centered.
These qualities are the force
behind your extreme persistence.
Your Love,
You have enormous courage to please your lover.
Your relationship often progress quickly.

another study off day! sigh!

actually meeting Joel and Yong Wei to study at NEX. but delay and delay until didn't went out to study = whole day didn't study D: Bishan: head down at 4PM+ to fetch my uncle. Home Sweet Home: cab back at 5PM+. came over to use computer and have my dinner. Goodnight at 7PM+! (awesome uh?)

I Couldn't Stop Thinking! D:
I hate all those feelings!! ARGH~~

i'll be fine when you diam diam (:

afternoon, accompany uncle to sgh. meeting mum there too.
i was being shouted by my wth uncle!
i don't go hospital regularly how would i know where is where.
and i scolded at him shut up! and he keep nagging non-stop.
so, i just listen to my songs and hack care.
sigh! it's damn freaking annoying!!

evening, train back with mum.
out to nex mall to meet gabriel and shaun for dinner.
merry-go-round~
had dinner at carl's junior. had carl's catch fish sandwich.
the burger was damn big and it couldn't fit into my mouth.
because my wisdom tooth is growing and i couldn't really open my mouth that wide. ):
saw qian ying(isq-mate), lionel(muc friend), zhi ling(outside friend) and jia rui(sec friend).
accompany gabriel to take 101. took till kovan and home sweet home! (:

argh~~ freaking hell mind(!)
S T O P T H I N K I N G S O M U C H ( ! )