To Lose Balance Sometimes For Love Is Part Of Living A Balanced Life

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Anger Is A Short Madness Don’t Allow It To Ruin Long Standing Relations

MON | 25 July - Uncle's Operation Day

Snap snap before leaving house. Late already still take picture. haha!

As usual, I'm late for school.
Latha wasn't here today. Using computer + doing lab work.
(was chatting with celeste about family, relative, funeral, etc..)
Lunch @ Whampoa. Had $1.80 Chicken Rice. cheap cheap (:

I'm a good girl, attending Lifeskill. (:
Home straight after School. Waited for Dad to came Home.
Went down SGH with Dad, 9th mushroom and her husband
to visit Uncle who had just went for a operation.
(9th mushroom's husband drive us down)
(my face turn black!) The 7th mushroom is trying to be "nice" to Uncle. (-.-!)
Helping him to apply lotion and etc.. (don't make me vomit by acting soo "nice" infront of people can?)
Act one to call my Dad "LAO San" (means old third bro)!
(after grandpa passed away,  she calls everyone with a "old" infront. LOL!)
She is one "LAO CHA BOR" already and calling everyone LAO(old)?! (SI LAO "JI"!)
9PM+, Home Sweet Home!
Mahjong with Dad, Mum and Second Bro. Lose $2. Big winner: Mum!

TUE | 26 July - Mahjong (:

Morning, went SGH to fetch Uncle back.
Home and watch drama before leaving for school. hehes!
Boring! There's 2.4km Run but Qian Ying and I just walk. LOL!
Before heading home, bought 2 "Awful" Paper Wrapped Chicken and 2 Old Chang Kee Chicken Wings!

Evening, Mahjong with Dad/Elder Bro, Mum and Second Bro.
Dad and Elder Bro's luck was damn good! Pity Second Bro lose about $30. :x

WED | 27 July - House Cleaning @ Second House \;

Latha on course. So.. no school for today! I didn't skip school today ah! (:
Went to my Second House to help my parents. HOUSE CLEANING!!
PIANG!! What they do to the house?! (i can't even call this a "home"!)
So many Xiao Qiang's Legs!! And the whole house was so damn freaking dirty la!!
Home sweet home after house cleaning. xP
Chill, wash up and went Kovan with Dad to buy his clothes and pack food home.
Home sweet home! (didn't even study for tomorrow's test!! good luck to me!)

Snack Time! (:

THU | 28 July - Skipping School AGAIN! );

Had about or more than 12 hours of nap! Having a headache. ): Skipping school today! :x
Afternoon, was scolded by Mum for not eating. It's only 2pm!

Breakfast-cum-Lunch

Dinner Time! (there's small dry shrimp!! D:)

FRI | 29 July - Mahjong (:

Sorry for my ugly face! :/

Corn Soup for breakfast (:
Played one round of Mahjong with family.
Went over to my Second House to help out. (but i didn't really do anything there. lol!)
Walk home alone. ): (actually meeting gab and co but i didn't meet up)
Watch TV, use computer, etc..
Dinner had KFC Cheesy Crunch Buddy Meal with Second Bro.
Evening, Mahjong with Family again! haha! No win no lose (:

During the week

27 June - 1 July
I'm just staying at home doing housework, watching television, using computer, etc..

Other than the above ...

27 June - Chalet
Late night, randomly meet up with Yong Wei, Conan and Evan (their friend).
They came to fetch me at White Sands.
WOW! We're in a big chalet with only 4 people! How pathetic uh?

28 June - Mahjong
Cab home in the afternoon.
Get prepared and went down to Serangoon North to meet Dad.
In the evening, Mahjong with Jason, Derek and Angie. (i share with dad and overall i win $3)

29 June - New School Bag
Middle of the night randomly have a small online shopping with Second Bro.

Ta-da! My new school bag! hehe~ (Thanks Bro!)

In the evening, went to my second house with Dad and Mum. (mum keep niam-ing!! (ROAR!!))

30 June - Second House (roar~)
Afternoon, went second house with Mum.
WA!! (smlj?!) It's damn freaking dirty la?! (all thanks to the Malaysians!!)
The whole house was like not cleaned for many years!!
And they even steal our things without our notice!! (f' you!)
And there's even BEE HIVE in the house!! (wo de tian ah!!)
Back Home. (i can't even settle down!!)
In the evening, went Kovan to meet Dad to buy some stuff.
Back Home. (no peace! ROAR!!) Went second house with Dad.
Finally back Home. (finally i can settle down)

1 July - Visit Popo @ NUH
7am, woke up by Mum to help her pray.
Afternoon, went NUH with Second Bro to visit Popo.
Evening, dinner at the Cafe Cartel with Second Bro.
Spend less than $20 for ribs + complete meal.
Home and dye our hair.
O.O! So not use to Black Hair! (bro say i looks like auntie! ROAR~)

There Will Be Miracle

[1AM] Mahjong w Jason (elder bro), Angie and Derek (second bro).
[3AM] GOODNIGHT! (moody! crying to sleep again!)
[11AM] Get prepared and off to visit Popo (:
[12PM] Satay for breakfast + lunch at Kovan Hawker with Mummy.

[1PM] Reached NUH. Popo was at normal ward. (:
Had my so called early dinner at the Kopitiam.
[6PM] Leave NUH. Bus down Harbourfront.
[7PM] Dhoby Ghaut to meet Trixilea and Eugene. (but eugene went off first)
The Cathay for a walk + chit-chats! (:
[11PM] Home Sweet Home! (:

Trixilea (luv),
Good Luck For Tomorrow's Interview! (:
Eugene,
Get Well Soon! (:
Lastly,
Thanks You Guys For Being There For Me!
Love You Guys! ^^

It Wasn't My Day Again!

[10AM] Good Morning! (:
(didn't went to school today)
(didn't accompany mum to polyclinic because i wasn't prepared)
[1PM] accompany Mum to KK Hospital.
her operation was delay due to her hand and etc..
18 May, SGH to stitch back the wound on her hand.
30 May, KK Hospital to confirm the operation and etc.
[3PM] Home Sweet Home! (:
[5PM] Mahjong with Jason (elder bro), Angie and Jun Jie.
(another day of fang pao queen!)
[8PM] time for dinner! followed by shower, use computer, etc..
[12AM] heard a bad news from Wei Sheng that Cathy's Dad had passed away! (T~T)
(cathy was ones my very close friend who i've know since primary 3 or 4
but we're no longer that close anymore ):)

Uncle was discharged

skipping lessons again.
Morning, Tampines McDonald for Breakfast with Mum.
CGH to fetch Uncle followed by fetching him to dialysis at Bishan Street 13.
(train down toa payoh to take 145)
Reach School in the afternoon.
Went Home straight. (:
It's Mahjong Time with Mum, Elder Bro and Angie.
(but i only play for awhile then dad take over me because i got housework not done)

First time in my life :/

accompany Ah Gong (my grandpa) to Serangoon North Ave 1 (where dad work).
and Home Sweet Home after that. (:
OMG!! (@~@!)
suddenly Uncle was bleeding alot from his private part area.
but I've no idea which part and the blood is all over the floor! (cover eyes)
called up ambulance and send to Changi General Hospital.
when they came up to my house, they want to know what actually happen.
they laugh and say cannot be no reason it will bleed so much by itself
because my uncle say it just bleed and whatever stuff.
(first time in my life i saw so many blood(!) and sitting in an ambulance (-.-!))
Mum and Dad came down at night.
[10PM+] Home Sweet Home! (damn tiring!!)

A Day Spend @ St Luke's Hospital Looking After Popo

Bukit Batok: bus 941 down St. Lukes Hospital to visit Popo. reached at 1PM+ till 8PM. (alamaks! i don't know what my popo trying to say. i'm sorry! D:) stay till 8PM+ with Feng Yi, Siew Qin Ah Yi, Mu Niu Ah Yi, Jiu Jiu and Linda. train back with Mu Niu Ah Yi but she get down at Yew Tee Station. Home Sweet Home: @ 10PM+. use computer till 2AM+ again then sleep. D:

Live your Life with Joy and Happiness
 because Kife is Too Short to be Unhappy

the day i visit popo and ended myself there too D:

(train to harbourfront to change bus down NUH) NUH: reach at 1PM+. (i suddenly feel like vomitting) so, i told da yi i got to go. but when i step out of popo's room, i started to feel dizziness(started to see lots of stars) . at first i thought it will be fine after awhile because usually it happens too. but i just continue to walk straight. :/ and ended fainted in the lift. (-.-!)

till now, i still have no idea did i knock my head till anything because i was blackout after i enter the lift. (-.-!) they took off my tops and change me into the i don't know what does it called but just name it the "operation top". :/ sticking don't know what thing on my body, hand and leg. blah blah blah ~ check this and that. they couldn't check my BP because it's too low!! ): and this beautiful doctor came and she put her finger into my virgina to check if there's any blooding. (ER XIN!!) after checking everything, i was still laying down. this male nurse came to put injection on my hand and "diao shui". (2 packet of 500ml sodium chlorine)

mum, second bro and dad rush down to look for me. (mum cab down, dad cab down, $30/$40+ fly~) was admitted at 2PM+ and was discharged at 6PM+. actually need to stay till tomorrow but luckily don't need. (phew!) hospital fee actually is S$191.00 because government subsidy so it's S$95.00! still alot lor! ): went to the food court to eat. had fried slice fish soup. cab home ~ overall about S$150 just fly like that. D: it's always because of ME! sigh! get showered, ate 2 apple and goodnight at 9PM after watch the japen show. COOL!

(movie date with luv was cancelled)

If you are not part of the cure,
then you are part of the problem.
(and i'm always the problem D:)

schedule like a "fool" only ?

Simei ITE: meeting Luv for lunch in Cafe 2. i ate quite alot today. (good good!) loong since i last went back. really miss those time when i'm studying there!! haha! Expo: meet Feyona, Norman, Wei Xiong and co there. walk over to the ASUS company to get our company shirt. Dover: to meet derek(my second bro). NUH: took shuttle bus down to visit popo again. she's slightly better today (: but inside of her is still very serious. sigh! JIA YOU POPO!! not long later, bus 197 down Outram and rush home. (when i'm still on my way back, joel say not meeting already. (-.-!)) Home Sweet Home: on computer to use for awhile and Joel called to meet. grr!! meet up with Yong Wei in the bus. Punggol: head down to meet Joel to study. see! he so big deal! need 2 people to go over to his place. KNS!! stay there till 11PM+. Kovan: bus 62 back with Yong Wei and had supper at the prata shop. i had maggie goreng and he had chicken murtabak. quite full after eating. xP my treat! see! i'm good right? haha!

When love is lost,
do not bow your head in sadness;
instead keep your head up high
and gaze into heaven
for that is where your broken heart
has been sent to heal.

To Be Continue...

stressing for exams!

school: taking m3 theory exam. MCQ was quite easy for me but SAQ i'm totally blank. i've confidence to have a pass but no idea if the outcome will be the same not (: walk over to boon keng station with Vincent. (wa! why the "news" spread like a so fast only?! KNS!) kovan: bought takoyaki and kway chup for lunch! :D home sweet home: eat my lunch, use computer and get prepared. (piang!! why my mum keep comparing me with others?!) NUH: train over to harbourfront with my mum and bus 963 down NUH to visit popo again. on my way to harbourfront interchange, i saw wani and her boy. (: Home Sweet Home: @ 9PM+! (:

(just something random from some random place :x)
Your Life,
You are sensitive to changes around you
but your feeling is hardly expressed.
You hate exaggerations.
Under your quiet personality,
you are rather stubborn and self-centered.
These qualities are the force
behind your extreme persistence.
Your Love,
You have enormous courage to please your lover.
Your relationship often progress quickly.

She's Strong and She's Going To Over Come It! JIA YOU POPO! :D

Boat Quay: accompany them to wait for their bus. Samuel riding Carmen, Liang Rong and me back. On our way, Samuel decided to eat. Jalan Besar: drive over to have Beach Road Scissor Cut Curry Rice which is located at the corner of Jalan Besar and Kitchener Road. as i'm still full, just sitting there to see them eat. i saw Hong Jian(secondary friend) there too. he was just working at the nearby pub. Home Sweet Home! @ 2AM+ (: (thanks sam for the ride! (:)

woke up around 1PM+. (mum keep kpkb-ing!! damn irritating!!) continue studying my M3. (T~T) time past ... NUH(National University Hospital): cab over with dad and mum to visit popo. sigh!! she got to stay strong!! i/we believe you can over come it! JIAYOU POPO!! stay there till 8PM+. Harbourfront: bus 963 over and train home (: off to study now~ chiong ah!! haha!

When the going gets tough,
make yourself realize that
no matter what your problem is,
someone is and always will be
fighting a harder battle.

i'll be fine when you diam diam (:

afternoon, accompany uncle to sgh. meeting mum there too.
i was being shouted by my wth uncle!
i don't go hospital regularly how would i know where is where.
and i scolded at him shut up! and he keep nagging non-stop.
so, i just listen to my songs and hack care.
sigh! it's damn freaking annoying!!

evening, train back with mum.
out to nex mall to meet gabriel and shaun for dinner.
merry-go-round~
had dinner at carl's junior. had carl's catch fish sandwich.
the burger was damn big and it couldn't fit into my mouth.
because my wisdom tooth is growing and i couldn't really open my mouth that wide. ):
saw qian ying(isq-mate), lionel(muc friend), zhi ling(outside friend) and jia rui(sec friend).
accompany gabriel to take 101. took till kovan and home sweet home! (:

argh~~ freaking hell mind(!)
S T O P T H I N K I N G S O M U C H ( ! )