31 MARCH 2011

woke up at 10AM. use computer for awhile. get prepared in the afternoon. Far East: orchard to meet Trixilea and accompany her to get her hair chop off. half way, went to meet Clement. Shaw: chill at McCafé. (clement went off) Takashimaya: meet Kelly. KFC for dinner. accompany Kelly to look for wallet. (saw jia min and bf again. so qiao! saw her twice this week!) Paragon: chill at The Coffee Bean till 11PM+. ordered Banana Chocolate. it's so damn banana :/ Home Sweet Home: use computer, do my thing, on phone till 3AM. :/ goodnight! (:

"You need to learn how
to select your thoughts
just the same way
you select your clothes every day.
This is a power you can cultivate.
If you want to control
things in your life so bad,
work on the mind.
That's the only thing
you should be trying to control."

My Damn Cui Grades :/

30 MARCH 2011

woke up at 6:10AM(!) to get prepared. (yawns~) Bishan: went Kong Meng San Phor Kark See Monastery to bai bai with parents and relatives. had foc vegetarian bee hoon before heading back. Home Sweet Home: use computer and get prepared. Parkway: meet Celeste for lunch @ Pastamania. East Coast Park: for a walk / gossip / etc.. Hougang: went ave 8 to meet Trixilea and Eugene for dinner @ Lava Rock. Home Sweet Home: use computer (:

"If you could clear all that space in your mind,
you would have a doorway.
And you know what the universe would do?
Rush in."

Home Sweet Home (:

Home Sweet Home: folding hell notes / use computer / eat and eat Bishan: 4PM+, fetch Uncle back.(saw tisha in the bus) Home Sweet Home: use computer / watch television / sleep @ 1AM+.

"You're going to come across people
in your life who will say
all the right words at all the right times.
But in the end,
it's always their actions you should judge them by.
It's actions, not words, that matter."

SENTOSA ♥

Hougang: meet up with Jasmine, Gek Chin and Shaun @ 10AM+. (argh!! i'm late!!! D: i'm sorry guys!) Harbourfront: bought Ya Kun's Double Chicken Toastwich Meal for breakfast! :D and Jasmine bought a beach ball too. (: Vivo City: see! how blur am i? i forgotten to bring my towel! so sweet of Jasmine, she went diaso to buy me one (thanks jasmine!) and off to buy tickets (: Sentosa: reach at 12PM+(?) it's not really sunny today D: (when i'm at the beach, i always couldn't see the sunrise or sunset. so sad right?) Jermaine and Gabriel finally reach at don't know what time. haiyo! so long!! at the end, i'm still manage to tanned alittle. got happy abit :D LET'S GO TO THE BEACH MORE OFTEN!! hehes~ so that i can be very very tanned but not tanned till like a charco la! haha! (i'm so red now!) while playing with Gabriel, i kick till his leg damn hard till both of us got small injury. :/ (i'm sorry! ):) wash up @ around 6PM+(?) Vivo City: 7PM+, meet up with Suhailah and Mei Hui for dinner at Fig & Olive. (no temptation at all! i still prefers Olio Cafe! hehes~) ended, having Olive Grilled Chicken Cheese. (whole day, i'm eating sandwich. (-.-!)) went Häagen-Dazs because Jasmine and Gabriel wanted eat Ice Cream. (now is their turn to have ice cream. haha!) (after that day, i didn't buy ice cream to eat already. sigh!) Home Sweet Home: (accompany jasmine to wait for her bus first) @ 10PM+ (: goodnight @ 2AM+ AGAIN! D:

“You will find
as you look back upon your life
that the moments when you have really lived
are the moments when you have done things
in the spirit of love”

Home Sweet Home (:

Punggol Park: walk over and chill till 1AM+ and cab back. Home Sweet Home: goodnight @ 2AM+ (: woke up at 11AM+. stay home for the whole day. (: good girl uh? haha!

Life must be understood backwards;
but .. it must be lived forward (:

Days Spend w Luv & Uncle ♥

waited for her and chill at the old place till around 3AM+. (there's this bian tai uncle! and we ran!!) cab back with Eugene. Home Sweet Home: @ 4AM+ and goodnight after hair dry. (:

woke up late and didn't fetch uncle for dialysis. so, he went down by himself. :/ Bishan: but 3PM+, i went to fetch him back. Kovan: 10PM+, meet up with Eugene at Mcdonald. Hougang Ave 8: waited for Trixilea and having supper there too. fried fish bee hoon + chicken wing (:

(a random message from some where)
You messed up yesterday.
You used the wrong words.
Loved the wrong person.
Reacted the wrong way.
You spoke when you should have listened,
walked when you should have waited,
judged when you should have trusted,
indulged when you should have resisted,
You messed up yesterday.
But you'll mess up more if you let
yesterdays mistake sabotage today's attitude.
Today's a new life. Live it well.

Happy Birthday Raven (goodfriend)! :D

it's goodfriend's birthday today!

but i didn't have time to celebrate with him.

i'm sorry again! ):

but i think he had an awesome birthday this year :D

anyway, got to meet him real soon!

kinda miss those time when we use to be together! haha!

(soon a police man! haha!)

Drinking Session w Luv & Uncle

Serangoon: (saw raven "goodfriend" but didn't have a chances to talk to him. lol!) afternoon, went nex to meet Trixilea and Eugene. merry-go-round~ NTUC to by bacardi, snacks and etc.. Eunos: bus 24 over to have parta @ Har Yassin Restaurant (prata shop). stupid me! can't finish and ordered 2 egg prata! ): went over to  Trix's place.

To Be Continue ...

Those who have hurt you in the past
cannot continue to hurt you now.
Unless you hold on the pain of resentment.
Your past is past.
Nothing will change it.
You're only hurting yourself with your bitterness.
For your own sake and let it go.

A Day Spend @ St Luke's Hospital Looking After Popo

Bukit Batok: bus 941 down St. Lukes Hospital to visit Popo. reached at 1PM+ till 8PM. (alamaks! i don't know what my popo trying to say. i'm sorry! D:) stay till 8PM+ with Feng Yi, Siew Qin Ah Yi, Mu Niu Ah Yi, Jiu Jiu and Linda. train back with Mu Niu Ah Yi but she get down at Yew Tee Station. Home Sweet Home: @ 10PM+. use computer till 2AM+ again then sleep. D:

Live your Life with Joy and Happiness
 because Kife is Too Short to be Unhappy

Fast Food Day ! D:

Kovan: (saw yan bing biao jie and family) meet up with Jermaine, Gabriel and Shaun inside train. Boon Keng: went to the maple tree building for Jermaine's interview. (it's so freaking hot!) bus 2 stops back boon keng. City Square: (saw yan bing biao jie and family again) mcdonald for lunch and merry-go-round. Parco: for Galta Gelato Italiano Artigianale Ice Cream. YUMMY! ♥ ate a damn pure chocolate which is more bitter than dark chocolate (it's totally black in colour). wohoo~ the feeling was shiok! :D Marina Bay Sands(MBS): merry-go-round~ OMG!! i saw 2 pedro shoe, 1 coach hot pink wallet, burberry bag, french connection top and many many more stuff!! I WANT THEM ALL!! but ... no money!!! D: Marina Square: dinner at KFC. Home Sweet Home: use computer and slept at 2AM+ again. sigh!

(sigh! it's so damn complicated!! why suddenly everything is also because of acaii? and i've no idea what's wrong with me nowadays! am i making things worst? it really sucks!)

I'M A ICE CREAM LOVER! ♥

"Every experience, good or bad,
is an opportunity to
learn, grow, and build character.
Stay positive and keep moving!"

"We face all challenges beyond all problems
because we believe that the more pain we overcome,
the more stronger we become.
Just hold on."

A Day Spend w Yong Wei

Kovan: afternoon, meet up Yong Wei near to my house. Kovan Hawker for lunch. Changi Airport: (went all terminals) T2's Starbucks to chill. Kovan: night, dinner at the Prata Shop. shared Mutton Murtabak. (so full!) Park to slack. (sigh!) Home Sweet Home: @ 10PM+. (because of acaii saying "what time already?" kns!) goodnight @ 12AM+ (:

Your task is not to seek for love,
but merely to seek and
find all the barriers within yourself
that you have built against it.

Random plan of eating Steamboat

(funny acaii really makes my day! he went to learn chinese from his friend. so freaking funny!! hahaha!) (even someone who i'm not very close with, can be there for me. as for those who always thought that they were always there for me, you didn't do that to me either.)

Jasmine's House: reach at 3PM+. use computer while waiting for Jasmine and took photo with Jassica. haha!! Hougang Inter: lazy Jasmine! it's just so near and she wanna take bus (-.-!) bus 112 down. meeting Jermaine and Gabriel there. (train down little india to change bus. it's too hot and they decided to take a cab -.-!) Bugis: went for a walk. Jasmine and I bought Yami Yoghurt and Gabriel bought Venezia Ice Cream (since when he get so into ice cream? haha!) i tried the durian yoghurt, not very durian also and durian abit weird to be yoghurt. :/ but if you never try, you'll never know. haha! (because i hate to try on the same old thing again and again) Shaun finally reach. had steamboat at The House Of Steamboat. Not bad! (: we ate like 2 hours plus there? (so many calls keep coming in!! fan si ren!!) Miracle! I'm chef of the day! hehes~ my very first time eh! it's fun but still hate cooking. haha! (sigh! i make acaii angry because i'm still outside when it's raining heavily. i'm sorry! D:) OMG! after Jermaine took out her camera, Jasmine just hold on to it and snap 100 over photos!! (jialat!) Kovan: train back and as usual, accompany Jasmine to wait for bus. (i'm going back earlier because i don't want acaii to get angry again because he have not sleep for the WHOLE DAY! act one hero! kns!) Home Sweet Home: mum purposely lock the door. (she know i don't have the inside door key) WHAT SHE WANT?! damn fucked up sia! if she's going to lock me outside again, i'll go out as and when i like! SHE FORCE ME! and since she want to play, i'm going to play with her! because WHATEVER i do/want, she won't like and to her is not important at all. so, why should i even bother?

‎(J)asmine, (J)ermaine and me (J)ealous. we're all (J's)! (:

It's not how much you know that matters,
it's how you perceive and
use what you do know that makes difference.

A Day Spend w Luv and Uncle (:

Thian Hock Keng (it's a temple located near to Tanjong Pagar MRT): morning, went down to pray with mummy. and also went to pray "tua pek gong" too. Home Sweet Home: rest for awhile. it's raining "mao mao gou gou"!! i bought umbrella out but i'm still half wet. D: Nex: meet up with Trixilea(luv) and Eugene(uncle) to have lunch at MAD JACK(BOO! NOT NICE AT ALL!! Really will get MAD!) Hougang Plaza: K-box time! but i still don't sing because i still don't really know how to read. ): (another boo!! what a lousy place to sing! that's why only $6!) accompany luv to wait for bus. Hougnag mall to see what to eat but nothing. Compass Point: dinner at Olio Cafe! ♥ they serve good food! YUMMY YUMMY!! Home Sweet Home: at 9PM+.

Not all change is improvement,
but without change there can be no improvement.

i'll upload photos soon ~

sleeping un-beauty ~

sleep, Sleep and still SLEEP (:

So don't EXPECT,
be happy with what's already yours.
Learn to accept and be contented.

SO WEAK, SO TIRED !

woke up around 9AM. get prepared and went out at 10AM+. Hougang Polyclinic: to see doctor + see what's my result result was fine just that my BP too low. and doctor gave me a medicine for vomiting. and i still have no idea why am i so weak and tired. (i never fail to sleep where ever i go. horrible uh?) Home Sweet Home: straight after and sleep again. woke up in awhile to have my medicine. blah blah blah ... most of the time i spend it with my bed. I'm SO WEAK and SO TIRED RECENTLY!!

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.

All sickness please go away! (T~T)

i slept at 12AM+. (damn weak and tired! ) ICA Building: accompany derek(my second bro) to make his passport. (on my way, i'm starting to feel unwell ) went opposite to take 197 to parkway. on my way, i vomited in the bus D: Tanjong Katong Complex: so, i get down to meet Trixilea(luv) there. (went toilet but nothing come out D:) went to seng song to buy sour plum but the person intro us something which is not sour at all! idiot!! Parkway Parade: cab over and before i reaches the toilet, i vomited again. (but in a plastic bag. *phew!*) vomited quite alot this time. went Giant to buy toothpaste and toothbrush. blah blah blah ~ went Apple Skin Care to do our facial(my first time). (luckily i didn't vomit during facial time!) after facial, toilet again to VOMIT! walk for awhile and cab home with Luv. (so tired!!) Home Sweet Home: @ 7PM+. rest for awhile and dad woke me up at 8PM+ for dinner. i'm just like a retard walking here and there of the house doing nothing. and goodnight at 10PM+. (: (imy! D:)

Life is full of beauty. Notice it.
Notice the bumble bee,
the small child,
and the smiling faces.
Smell the rain,
and feel the wind.
Live your life to the fullest potential,
and fight for your dreams

Resting at Home Sweet Home ! (:

Home Sweet Home: i'm so bored! whole day watching The Big Bang Theory. a lame and funny show. somehow a irritating and stupid show too. LOL! recommended by mr clement. (: (@ 11PM+, cancelled meeting Mr Yong Wei for his baked brownies because i'm too tired already. sorry! but i waited since 8PM+!!)

Don’t count what you lost,
cherish what you have
and plan what to gain
because past never returns
but future may fulfill the loss

Season 1

Season 2

Season 3

Season 4

the day i visit popo and ended myself there too D:

(train to harbourfront to change bus down NUH) NUH: reach at 1PM+. (i suddenly feel like vomitting) so, i told da yi i got to go. but when i step out of popo's room, i started to feel dizziness(started to see lots of stars) . at first i thought it will be fine after awhile because usually it happens too. but i just continue to walk straight. :/ and ended fainted in the lift. (-.-!)

till now, i still have no idea did i knock my head till anything because i was blackout after i enter the lift. (-.-!) they took off my tops and change me into the i don't know what does it called but just name it the "operation top". :/ sticking don't know what thing on my body, hand and leg. blah blah blah ~ check this and that. they couldn't check my BP because it's too low!! ): and this beautiful doctor came and she put her finger into my virgina to check if there's any blooding. (ER XIN!!) after checking everything, i was still laying down. this male nurse came to put injection on my hand and "diao shui". (2 packet of 500ml sodium chlorine)

mum, second bro and dad rush down to look for me. (mum cab down, dad cab down, $30/$40+ fly~) was admitted at 2PM+ and was discharged at 6PM+. actually need to stay till tomorrow but luckily don't need. (phew!) hospital fee actually is S$191.00 because government subsidy so it's S$95.00! still alot lor! ): went to the food court to eat. had fried slice fish soup. cab home ~ overall about S$150 just fly like that. D: it's always because of ME! sigh! get showered, ate 2 apple and goodnight at 9PM after watch the japen show. COOL!

(movie date with luv was cancelled)

If you are not part of the cure,
then you are part of the problem.
(and i'm always the problem D:)

Movie: Red Riding Hood

Home Sweet Home: sleep/use computer (before i leave house, uncle finding problem for me!) Nex: evening, movie date with Jermaine, Gabriel and Shaun. Sweet Plum Potato Fries = my dinner. watching red riding hood. not bad (: at first i/we thought that the wolf is the grandma but it's actually his own dad. watch the movie and you'll know the story (: Home Sweet Home at 12AM+ (: (gosh! clement told me how his uncle died. damn gross!! *shortcut* drop into the lift "hole" and if i didn't remember wrongly, half of his face was gone. *ouch* (T~T) hope his uncle will rest in peace)

When somebody challenges you, fight back.
Be Brutal, Be Tough!

Red Riding Hood Trailer

IT SHOW 2011

Loong since we last took photo together. haha!

(don't really remember what have i done there)

10 MARCH - 13 MARCH

everyday almost late meeting Trixilea  at Paya Lebar Station. working for ASUS again. this time is with Trixilea, Feyona, Li Rong, Norman and Wei Xiong. work and slack only. (: everyday saw different friends but don't remember when and who (Monika, Clement, Desmond, Joel, etc..).

ASUS Flyer

Day 1: saw Cynara(she working for m1! $10/hr!!). work/slack/home! (:

Day 2: after work, meet up Yong Wei at NEX. merry-go-round~ randomly treat him eat Ice Cream. lol! went NTUC to buy Sushi and Snacks. (saw jia rui working there too) lastly, bought 20pcs Durian Puff. walk over to one of the park further down from my house to chill. (as he say there seems to be more romance. lol!) change location, walk over to the park near to our house to slack. home sweet home at 1AM+. (:

SUSHI!

Four Season Durian Puff! YUMMY~

Day 3: nothing much. work and home sweet home! (:

Day 4: after work, walk around the fair with Luv. followed by chilling at McDonald and shared McSpicy Meal. WOW! my first time eating McSpicy! (not as spicy as i expect. (:) one more meal for me to eat in Mac! :D Home Sweet Home before 12AM. (:

Wrong shot 1

Wrong shot 2(fey forgotten to change the mood. haha!)

Finally done at the third time. haha!

Luv with FeyFey (:

Me with FeyFey (:

A good life is when you
assume nothing,
do more,
need less,
smile often,
dream big,
laugh a lot
and
realize how blessed you are
for what you have

Movie: I Am Number Four

Kovan: went to the park but it's kinda dark. so we went block 237's study corner to study. (: it's time to study + gossips! haha! reach at 1AM+ and Yong Wei fetch me home at 4AM+. i chiong the whole 18 chapters in that few hours!! nice one uh? Home Sweet Home: do my things, use computer for awhile. and goodnight @ 6AM+.

woke up at 8AM+. get prepared for school(exam)! (that supper make me went toilet 2 times before i leave home! D:) School: cab down with Yong Wei. exam time!! ANYHOW BOMB ANSWER LIKE A FOC ONLY! sigh! Home Sweet Home: walk over to boon keng with classmates. do my things and get prepared. Kovan: meeting Shaun in the train. i took the wrong train which Shaun was still at 1 stops away. (-.-!) (3 train went off)

Dhoby: meet Gabriel and Jermaine(gabriel's gf). Orchard: tap out and tap back again. (-.-!) went NEXT Salon. ARGH!! why Why WHY?! WHERE DID LEWIS WENT??? D: now i've to look for new stylist already. SIAN!  Plaza Singapura: bus over and bought movie ticket(i am number four). The Cathay: Popeyes for dinner. (popeyes again! :/) Plaza Singapura: back to meet Jasmine. time pass, movie time! till 11PM+! Home Sweet Home! (:

i'm officially single for 2 years \m/(^-^)\m/
so what if i actually regret about my past(?)
(i can't do anything now)
but at least i didn't regret for
being single all this while :D
(i'm doing fine and hope he is doing fine too (:)

I am Number Four - Official Trailer [HD]

schedule like a "fool" only ?

Simei ITE: meeting Luv for lunch in Cafe 2. i ate quite alot today. (good good!) loong since i last went back. really miss those time when i'm studying there!! haha! Expo: meet Feyona, Norman, Wei Xiong and co there. walk over to the ASUS company to get our company shirt. Dover: to meet derek(my second bro). NUH: took shuttle bus down to visit popo again. she's slightly better today (: but inside of her is still very serious. sigh! JIA YOU POPO!! not long later, bus 197 down Outram and rush home. (when i'm still on my way back, joel say not meeting already. (-.-!)) Home Sweet Home: on computer to use for awhile and Joel called to meet. grr!! meet up with Yong Wei in the bus. Punggol: head down to meet Joel to study. see! he so big deal! need 2 people to go over to his place. KNS!! stay there till 11PM+. Kovan: bus 62 back with Yong Wei and had supper at the prata shop. i had maggie goreng and he had chicken murtabak. quite full after eating. xP my treat! see! i'm good right? haha!

When love is lost,
do not bow your head in sadness;
instead keep your head up high
and gaze into heaven
for that is where your broken heart
has been sent to heal.

To Be Continue...

why like that ? D:

FCUK! i felt so guilty after that! D:
WHY MAN?!
(is this called L.O.V.E ?)

see how stupid my friends are. retards!

stressing for exams!

school: taking m3 theory exam. MCQ was quite easy for me but SAQ i'm totally blank. i've confidence to have a pass but no idea if the outcome will be the same not (: walk over to boon keng station with Vincent. (wa! why the "news" spread like a so fast only?! KNS!) kovan: bought takoyaki and kway chup for lunch! :D home sweet home: eat my lunch, use computer and get prepared. (piang!! why my mum keep comparing me with others?!) NUH: train over to harbourfront with my mum and bus 963 down NUH to visit popo again. on my way to harbourfront interchange, i saw wani and her boy. (: Home Sweet Home: @ 9PM+! (:

(just something random from some random place :x)
Your Life,
You are sensitive to changes around you
but your feeling is hardly expressed.
You hate exaggerations.
Under your quiet personality,
you are rather stubborn and self-centered.
These qualities are the force
behind your extreme persistence.
Your Love,
You have enormous courage to please your lover.
Your relationship often progress quickly.

i'm just a retard (:

i've nothing better to do now!! haha!

i've been busy nowaday ):
didn't really have time to study that much.
(excuses?)

not long ago,
i've finally done studying module 3 chapter 10 and i'm stopping.
there's only 3 more chapters to go.
and that's how lazy i am to continue it. LOUSY ME!
but i'm going to study that 3 chapters later on. haha!

exams in another few hours ONLY!!
can i survive? :/
i'm just hoping for a pass only!!
am i going to make it this time? (:

where's my CONFIDENCE?!

anyway, ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!
(who is having their exams later on (:)

Sleep Tight and Good Night People! ♥

i like this song! (:

All things in life change,
it happens with valid reason
so if you doubt why it happens to you,
stick to this:
we can never learn to be brave and patient
if there’s only joy in the world.

She's Strong and She's Going To Over Come It! JIA YOU POPO! :D

Boat Quay: accompany them to wait for their bus. Samuel riding Carmen, Liang Rong and me back. On our way, Samuel decided to eat. Jalan Besar: drive over to have Beach Road Scissor Cut Curry Rice which is located at the corner of Jalan Besar and Kitchener Road. as i'm still full, just sitting there to see them eat. i saw Hong Jian(secondary friend) there too. he was just working at the nearby pub. Home Sweet Home! @ 2AM+ (: (thanks sam for the ride! (:)

woke up around 1PM+. (mum keep kpkb-ing!! damn irritating!!) continue studying my M3. (T~T) time past ... NUH(National University Hospital): cab over with dad and mum to visit popo. sigh!! she got to stay strong!! i/we believe you can over come it! JIAYOU POPO!! stay there till 8PM+. Harbourfront: bus 963 over and train home (: off to study now~ chiong ah!! haha!

When the going gets tough,
make yourself realize that
no matter what your problem is,
someone is and always will be
fighting a harder battle.

Long since i last went out with a big group (:

Photo Grab Online (:

Eunos: meeting Xin Yi and Eugene over to pay respect to Trixilea's Grandma. Bugis: meeting Nelson, Liang Rong, Kelvin and Samuel(lr's friend). As all of us don't feel like eating steamboat. Shaw Tower: meeting Carmen, Ying To and Samuel. ended up, dinner at Creation Cafe. Not bad (: Iluma: walk over to check movie slots but the timing wasn't right. (on our way, another of lr's friend join in too) Boat Quay: train to raffles place and walk over to Timbre @ The Arts House to chill. actually it's quite a nice place to chill but we just get too bored of it. (-.-!) stay there till 12AM+.

Think twice before
leaving a space in someone's heart,
because it's difficult to imagine the pain,
when you see someone else filling your space.

To Be Continue...

sleeping like a pig

woke up at 5AM+ or 6AM+, before i'm falling back to sleep, i heard some voices. (seems like my uncle had a fall) so, i quickly rush over and he really had a fall and knock till his back. sigh! after helping him to apply lotion, went back to sleep again. woke up at 10AM+. shower, eat my breakfast and study. but not long later, my uncle wanted to mop the floor. so, i went for a nap at 3PM+. KNS! woke up again at 5PM+. came over to use computer after my bro went out. 7PM+, went to kovan to buy dinner. home sweet home! (: and soon, i'm going to study. (: JIA YOU ANGELE! (:

don't consider past mistakes regrets
consider them as lessons learned