Study till you SIAO AH!!

Kovan: morning meeting Joel in the train. School: just to pass things to my classmate. (-.-!) Toa Payoh: meeting Celeste and lunch at KFC. tpy library to meet Qian Ying and to study. (: Siti and Ranjith went there too. haha! (everyone going different way) Nex Mall: Joel accompany me down. merry-go-round just to wait for Jasmine, Gabriel and Shaun to arrived. haha! (thanks joel for the accompany! (:) nice one! i went to buy 4 for $12 socks and after i bought it, then i realise i've no money. ah dai right? dinner at subway but only me and Gabriel eating. merry-go-round again! Jasmine's House: accompany her back to let her prepare.

Sometimes you just can't tell anybody
how much you really feel,
not because you don't know why,
not because you don't know your purpose,
not because you don't trust them.
But because you never really find
the right words to make them understand.

To Be Continue ...

Wii (!)

Website: Play Nation

Play Nation: at 11PM+ or 12AM+, angie came over to my place to fetch me and my bro. followed by fetching james and head down to play nation to look for jun jie. my first time playing Wii! Damn fun!! (i think trixilea can go to enjoy too! (:) at 3AM+, went to the prata shop nearby to have our supper! (long since i last went there) Home Sweet Home: it's already 5AM+ and goodnight world! (:

Woke up in the afternoon, Mahjong with Jason(elder brother), Jun Jie and Yapben. win $8! :D actually wanted to study but chatted with mum till fall asleep. but just a very short nap. haha! woke up to watch television and have my dinner (: (argh~ i didn't study today! D:)

wo ke yi bu xiang ma (?) D:

MOVIES i wanted to watch (:

DATE ME OUT FOR MOVIES~
(but after my exams alright?)

I Am Number Four


No Strings Attached


127 Hours


It's A Great Great World (Maybe)

More to go ~ but still have no idea which to watch yet (:

Self-Study (:

Home Sweet Home: studied only 3 chapters. slept at around 4PM+(?) woke up at 7PM+(?) actually wanted to continue with my studies but i got distracted by watching the television. as time pass by...

To Be Continue ...

My Pity Eye!! (T~T)

Look at the Yellow thing D:

People's view D:

it started to spread inside and my eyes started to turn red D:

Thanks Mummy for buying eye gel for me (:

JIA YOU LUV ! ❤

Hougang Mall: meet up with trixy luv in the evening. went up to the roof top to chat chat. kopitiam to have my dinner. but she doesn't want to eat. ): i just fail to be a good friend who doesn't even know how to ... i've no idea how to say it as my english is very cui. D: and i'm a person who don't really know how to talk. D: ya. but still really hope that i can be there for her whenever she needs my accompany. (: Home Sweet Home: before walking home, i went to my second house to take letters. home at 10PM+ or 11PM+(?) and Goodnight at 11PM+. (:

LUV, I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT! (:

Studies ~

Jasmine's house: went up at 12AM+. instant noodle for supper. D: (but it's already in my tummy) really thanks Jasmine alot for helping me to write my debarment letter and my lifeless skill project. (i own her a big meal man!!) i'm finally done at 6AM+? (didn't really remember the time) and i didn't even study for my m3's phase test which i have to take later on. D: slacking in her room for awhile. 7AM+ then leave her house. went to 7-eleven to get buns and stuff to eat. Jasmine, thanks for the accpompany! (:

Home Sweet Home: at 8AM+. did some editing on my lifeless skill project and send it to Celeste to ask her to do more editing. Get prepared. School: reach at 10AM+? (didn't really remember the time again) Phase test time = S.U.R.E.F.A.I.L.E.D! Whampoa: lunch with Celeste and Dicky. (no appetite to eat ):) had toast bread. School: waited from 12PM+ to 3PM+ just for the lifeless skill presentation. D:

Home Sweet Home: get prepared and meet Joel nearby to my house bus stop. Changi Airport: head down Terminal 3 to meet Trixilea. (Long since we last met) Kopitam for dinner and McCafe to study. Leaving at 11PM+. Home Sweet Home: before 12AM and sleep not long after. (damn freaking tired!!)

I M.I.S.S you, You, YOU, You, you ... !!!

fml school

Whampoa: meeting different clique's classmates for lunch as i'm late ): (4 different cliques?) had wanton noodle and apple mix guava. (i only taste apple) School: as usual. (it seems so weird :/ joel suddenly treats me so nice. O.o?) and went back with joel and tinesh. Home Sweet Home! (: (actually meeting gabriel and co for dinner but it was cancelled at the end) i told mummy that i need to write letter so that i'm able to take my exams. (i recieve my debar letter D:) she didn't nag at me about it yet nagging at me to go shower asap! haha!

LUV, EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE! ❤

My Debarment Appeal Form D:

人为什么要活着？

人为什么要活着？
What do people live for?



DREAM

Camera Ring

This is DAMN CUTE(!) Don't you guys think so? :D
wondering shall i get it :/
website (:

My Screw Up Practical Exam D:

Kovan: saw my primary schoolmates Kenneth Lim and Rauzan. was really great to see them :D as Kenneth had said it's like a friend gathering suddenly? haha! Toa Payoh: lunch with Celeste at McDonald. (: School: having Practical Exam. it's screw up i think? D: ION: to meet Gabriel, Shaun and Joyce(new friend). Cineleisure/Orchard Central: to find things. The Cathay: to watch "what women want". not bad (: Plaza Singapura: dinner at Pastamania. (gabriel purposely want to walk pass chapter2. grr!) and HOME SWEET HOME @ 11PM+ (:

Quotes (:

Classmate's "Gu Niang" Fight in School

as usual, was late for school. D: went to class just to slack today. (-.-!) afternoon, whole class went for sw(sports and wellness) test. and before that, my classmate meng wee and frederic had a "gu niang" fight. damn funny!! alot of my classmates miss the "gu niang" show. haha! at the end, li en went to stop them. PIANG!! Teacher call me "ah lian(?)"!! D: do i look like? i totally don't look like ah lian ok!! argh~ hell man!! the test was so "CHIM"!! i don't even know how to do. so i just tick any answers. (-.-!) walk to boon keng with vincent, yong wei and joel. accompany yong wei to cold storage. and Home Sweet Home!! not long later, i'm back to my lala land. woke up at 7PM+ to have my dinner and using computer. (:

Letting Go by Louise L. Hay

Here’s a poem I wrote some years ago, but it still pertains to our lives today.
May you find peace in these words:

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring,

it means I can’t do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to cut myself off,

it’s the realization I can’t control another.

To "let go" is not to enable, but to allow

learning from natural consequences.

To "let go" is to admit powerlessness,

which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another,

it is to make the most of myself.

To "let go" is not to care for, but to care about.

To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a

human being.

To "let go" is not to be in the middle arranging all the

outcomes,

but to allow others to affect their own destinies.

To "let go" is not to be protective, it is to permit another

to face reality.

To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept.

To "let go" is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead

to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires,

but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to grow and live

for the future.

To "let go" is to fear less and love more.

Website: http://positive-thoughts.typepad.com/

Tonning @ Pasir Ris Beach Part 2

Both of us were walking here and there. (Beach/McCafe/Beach ... and Beach) McCafe to study in the middle of the night. haha! Hell! We were freak out by the freaking frog. But has no idea where the frog went after that. (-.-!) As Jasmine had decided to watch sunrise but what i see is only "moon-set(?)". it's 7AM+(!) and there's no sign of the SUN!! O.o? why isit so weird? So, we just leave at 7AM+. Cab. and Home Sweet Home! (: Get my things done and sleep at 8AM+.

Around 3PM+, I was woke up by my Mum, Elder Brother, Jun Jie, Yapben and MAHJONG SOUND!! ARGH~ So noise!! Wash up and came to use computer. Did some editing of my "Lifeless Skill Project". I'm still confusing on how to do paste all the things to my report. D: But i know i'm about to make it! (JIA YOU! :D)

8PM+, dinner at Hougang Mall with Jasmine and Gabriel. Saw Raven(Goodfriend) and Kelvin Tan. (: After they've eaten, we went to eat snow ice. :D Home Sweet Home at 10PM+. (:

BRB for Photos! (:

Tonning @ Pasir Ris Beach

Late Afternoon, went Jasmine's house to ask for help for my "Lifeless Skill Project". do do do until it's Evening!! Jasmine's Dad drive us to Hougang Interchange. (Thanks Uncle! :D) Bus 89 down Pasir Ris (: Saw Jasmine Oh and Wei Ting. haha! Dinner at Popeyes! (: Saw one girl from my secondary school and she gives us 10% off!! (Thanks to this malay girl! :D) Off to the beach! :D Chilling, chit chatting and etc..

To Be Continue ...

Our 10% off POPEYES! (Thanks Friend!)

Jasmine

i'll be fine when you diam diam (:

afternoon, accompany uncle to sgh. meeting mum there too.
i was being shouted by my wth uncle!
i don't go hospital regularly how would i know where is where.
and i scolded at him shut up! and he keep nagging non-stop.
so, i just listen to my songs and hack care.
sigh! it's damn freaking annoying!!

evening, train back with mum.
out to nex mall to meet gabriel and shaun for dinner.
merry-go-round~
had dinner at carl's junior. had carl's catch fish sandwich.
the burger was damn big and it couldn't fit into my mouth.
because my wisdom tooth is growing and i couldn't really open my mouth that wide. ):
saw qian ying(isq-mate), lionel(muc friend), zhi ling(outside friend) and jia rui(sec friend).
accompany gabriel to take 101. took till kovan and home sweet home! (:

argh~~ freaking hell mind(!)
S T O P T H I N K I N G S O M U C H ( ! )

M3 Practical Exam :D

although i'm late for lesson but i still attend morning lesson. (:
break time, went whampoa with celeste
as we've no idea where our the other half of classmates went. (-.-!)
back to school for test.
wohoo~~ i'm able to do my m3 practical exam! :D
(happy to the max!!)

teacher was shock too. he said: eh! how come you know how to do ah?
only doesn't know how to do the questions. haha!

home sweet home!

get changed and accompany dad to kovan

to get some stuff and home sweet home to do my things. :D

Home Sweet Home (:

didn't attend school as because lesson is going to end. :/
so, i'm home to waste time but i did some self study too.
but hor .. nothing get into my mind ): how sad!

Boring School Days ~

late for school because of fetching uncle.
cab down which is still damn freaking early! (-.-!)
another reason is because of the freaking hot sun. ):
because he keeps rushing me, i forgotten to bring my phone. sigh!
reach bishan, went to pack food for him.
went off at 1135hrs+. reach school at 1215hrs.
nothing to do so i sleep and it's making me more tired. ):
went for lifeskill to ask teacher some stuff and went back with yong wei.
(back alighting at different place)
went kovan to buy waffle and old change kee.
home sweet home! (:

Happy Valentine's Day!

school / boon keng to have lunch / back to school /
home to get prepared / night time,
head down tampines to meet gabriel, shaun and wei feng for movie (:

alamaks! people always think that gabriel and i is couple. (-.-!)

Chalet Gathering w Secondary Friends!

one of the only group photo? D:

On 08 - 10 FEB 2011 - Last Gathering Chalet Before The Guys Enlistment (:

People Attend: Angele / Jasmine / Sui Qi(Kevin's Gf) / Gabriel / Shaun /
Gordon Lim / Cheng Kang / Kevin / Jia Rui / Johnson / Jin Hui / Wei Feng

Day1: Chilling Day! Coffee Shop to eat. NTUC to buy BBQ stuff.
Eat "SOFT!" Ice Cream! Dinner at Magic Wok!
Arcade to play bishibashi(!), jubeat(!) and daydona(!).

Day2: Midnight, watch "The Green Hornet" w Jasmine, Gabriel, Shaun and Wei Feng.
BBQ Day! NTUC to buy more stuff. BBQ Time, eat eat eat (:

Third and Forth Day of Chinese New Year !

[SUN | 06 FEB]

didn't fetch uncle to dialysis. :/
went to pray qi lao wang with my parents and home to sleep.
(oink oink)
gamble with "lao" cousins, win $64! :D (wohoo~)
played till midnight then sleep.

[MON | 07 FEB]

i'm early for school! :D
after school, home sweet home.
kovan to meet jasmine, jassica, gab and shaun.
mac to chill. kovan to have a short walk. and my house.
jasmine's house then gabriel's house.
steamboat for dinner! many thanks! :D
gordon lim and cheng kang came over too.
i total lost $27 on blackjack! D:

初三

woke up in the morning, went out one whole day to friend's house bai nian.

yapben's house ⇢ amk hub to have mos burget and had koi ⇢ james's house ⇢
cab down daniel's house ⇢ angie's house ⇢ last stop should be my house
but i went to jasmine's house to bai nian as her parents got cook things for me.
many thanks! :D

home sweet home and gamble with them again. win $4 (:

初二

in the morning, my dad's elder sister and family came.
this was my second time of my 18years seeing her.
she had 6 children and 13 grandchildren. how awesome it was right?

cab down teck whye with dad and brothers.
popo's house ⇢ er jiu's house ⇢ da yi's house ⇢
back popo's house to see see look look, gamble and eat.

It's The Year Of RABBIT !

NOTE:: I Got Mix Up With What I've Been Doing Nowadays :/

[WED | 02 FEB 2011] 除夕
didn't attend school. haha!
went anchorvale to pray dad's elder bro (dua bei).
home sweet home! (:
loving the night time! having reunion dinner with family and jun jie.

[THU | 03 FEB 2011] 初一
home sweet home! (relatives coming over to my house to bai nian)
accompany my cousin (emily) back to her house to take things and back home!
playing blackjack with the 3 small crazy neo's next door.
win $10+ by playing only 20cents and 50cents. :D
then came back to my house to play with family, relative, angie and co. lost few dollars.
catch a midnight movie (Black Swan) at amk hub with brothers, angie and co.
head down amk area to have supper. and angie drive us home! (: